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Deborah Gaudin

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2026

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Pantheist Deborah Gaudin lives on the inspirational Welsh Marches. A member of the Border Poets for 20 years, she's contributed to several of the collective's anthologies. You'll find her work in the Abergavenny Small Press, Obsessed with Pipework and The Journal. She's also been featured twice in editions from Green Ink Poetry. Commended in the 2023 Yaffle Poetry Prize, Deborah's had poems in two Renard Press anthologies: Kinship and Interwoven. She's currently at work on her fourth collection, Wyrd Sisters, and writing poetry about the Onny Valley.

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the poems

How Fortunate I Am

00:00 / 01:58

that today …


rain is coating slopes of trees with a thin slick.

Watching it descend over the hill

I think of those parched, pitted countries

where rain rarely falls, how they need it,

now, to quench fires ignited by hate

nourish a people in despair

the murderous swell of seas it has travelled

sucked up, to fall as a blessing here.


It pulls a blind over high heather covered

moors, sealing in moisture,

promising life; mist columns rise

ghosts of bitten, bomb-blasted towers

that will never take the shape of rooms again

rustle of leaves in a gentle wind

is the movement of falling plaster, a trickle of pain

which seems too small a word for loss, grief,

death


The wind rises, lamenting fields,

clouds of sheep scudding in front of it,

the only violence here, a squabble of starlings

their sudden panicked flight.

As the rain rolls in, long-left sea surges

collect unwanted in puddles, ruts

tyre treads of tractors, far away from

war, it’s scrabble and fight.


Make of me a crazed, cracked pot,

shedding water over devastated earth,

fissured parchment skin,

leaking love, comfort, to children who

need so much more than a hug, though

that would be a start, arc rainbows

over ruined lives, their haunted cries

an unanswered call to prayer.

Queenie

(Leda of Sparta)

00:00 / 01:43

It was one day, back end of summer,

and so lovely by the river.

Ducks pootling about, the scut of moorhens.


Mild it was, and this part so secluded,

I thought I’d strip off

and go for a nice refreshing swim.


When, without warning, this swan,

a big cob he was, landed

right in front of me, startling the air.


He came right up the bank,

beating his garment

of wings with light shining through.


Now, don’t get me wrong, I love nature,

but he was getting close,

so I began to back away, slowly.


I didn’t startle him, no such luck.

He took my chin in his beak

to pull me close, wings gentle now,


then came a soft enfolding. It was over quick,

a rearing up and a long

neck reaching up my back, a hiss.


Now, I’m a modern girl, but not

into zoophilia, that would

really let the fox among the geese!


I didn’t dare tell my husband, but later

I laid two perfect eggs

and all hell broke out of their shells.


Parents can’t be held responsible

for their offspring,

we just give them a chance at life.


Beauty is a sharp weapon to wield,

but the twins were always

good boys, quite divine in fact.

His Shoes

00:00 / 01:29

He saw the abandoned shoe

and stepped backward, a boy again,

walking in his borrowed shoes.

Felt the indentation of his brothers

heel, the angry stamp of the toddler

he never outgrew.

He saw the shoe

and took a step back on the pavement

though under foot he smelt wet grass,

crushed its stalks and the roll

of small stones contoured him back

to a wet meadow.

He saw the shoe

and stepped back to boot the ball,

sending his shoe flying in a perfect

arc against the blue,

in a time when all goals seemed

to be obtainable.

He saw the shoe

and stepped back to remember

under a scarred desk, their placed

companionship, his spit

and polish giving them a soft

school shine.

He saw his bare feet

when it was his brother’s turn,

shuffled in copper beech shade,

shod in dapple and last year’s fallen.

Then he was kingly in the wonder of his

elfin shoes.

He saw the shoe,

and all the steps of the footprints

that had walked him here, this blue

hazed morning, where the abandoned shoe

waited for him to place the other shoe

beside it.

Publishing credits

How Fortunate I Am: Interwoven (Renard Press)

Queenie: exclusive first publication by iamb

His Shoes: Kinship (Renard Press)

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